The tittle of this post says everything, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, but faith and power are two things that I feel that I'm losting day by day. I'm very sensitive now, I cry for almost everything.
Moving to Germany felt for me like an opportunity to grow, to get bette studies, to live my dream but now I don't see that opportunity no more. I love my aunt but maybe living with her isn't something that I need and want for my life, it's been a nightmare. Feels like living in a cage.
I don't like to give up, but I don't see any solution, I'm getting sick, I just want to pack my things and go back home.
Maybe I don't belong here even if I love this beautiful country and the german people. I shouldn't moved so fast.
With this people that I'm living right now, I don't believe that I will smile like I used to do it.
Bad decisions make good stories, I hope that mine will turn into one of that ones.